Dazzling.

Getting stronger. Friends don’t know we broke up. Will have to keep this to myself first. I’ll just tell them at the right time. 

Now thinking about how things would have been if that one thing never happened.

Just remember that you’ll always have a special place in my heart. I have loved you for you are, who you were and who you will be :)

Was supposed to upload the collage I made for our Tagaytay trip, Skype moments, bonding moments, etc. I was only able to upload 5% from our Ocean Park Adventure.

If there ever comes a day when we can’t be together, just keep me in your heart and I’ll stay there forever.

I think the reason why it hurts so much to separate from you was because our souls were connected. For the past few days of crying, parang ngayon, wala nang luha lumalabas sa mga mata ko. Parang naiyak ko na kasi lahat. Parang nag iba na nga din feeling ko ngayon eh. May gana na akong kumain, nakakausap na ako ng matino, etc. Parang di na sad? I think…i think..im starting to move on? 

“Kahit ilang beses ka niyang ipagtabuyan, kung mahal mo talaga, hinding hindi mo siya iiwan.” - Daniel :)))

‘I wanna cry pero hndi ko MAGAWA! Naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal ko saknya, RERESPETUHIN ko nalang ang desisyon niya. <3 Missing someone hurts, but knowing that they don’t miss you hurts even more. :( 

I know she doesn’t want to talk to me anymore.

If given the chance, I really really want to repair our relationship and work things out again. Every relationship—no matter how healthy or happy, has stuff that needs to be worked on. Saying it again, I’m very willing to change for the better. I’ll stop being a brat and immature. I wanted to save our relationship. I hope she doesn’t count the arguments we had but the good times we cherished. It’s sometimes possible to fix relationships, people do it. But this only work WHERE PEOPLE HAD A STRONG RELATIONSHIP TO BEGIN WITH for a significantly a long period of time (that’s why we have reached this far baby :c) I’m just really sad that you wont let me fix this relationship by myself again for the last time. I’m willing to do everything for us now. I LOVE HER SO MUCH and it really breaks my heart not seeing and talking to her anymore. Hayy if I know deep inside that she doesnt want me back anymore, hurts to say but might as well move on already :(

Told her that I will do anything and everything just to win her back but she did not give me another chance to work things out for the second time—to fix everything na nasira ko. I guess I’ll just respect her decision though. Sobra sobra ko siyang minahal. Sobra akong nagmahal and sana makahanap siya ng sobra ding magmamahal sakanya as in hindi siya lolokohin.